this is strictly men, and full-on sex only.
1) my future husband
*LOVE
*endurance like whoa!!!
*absolute passion
*adventurous! never afraid to try something new
*BDSM positive
*the drive of 10 mortal men
*always cuddles after
*size- !!!!!!!!!
2) the rockstar
*great endurance
*NSA passion, freedom
*fairly adventurous
*great drive
*good cuddles, about 75% of the time
*never fucked sober
*size- !!!!!!
3) mr. fifteen
*love
*okay endurance
*sometimes very passionate, sometimes none at all
*not so adventurous
*little to no drive
*good cuddles, about 75% of the time
*size- !!!!!
4) the best friend
*deep friendship
*good endurance
*wildly passionate
*not adventurous. at all.
*awesome drive
*no cuddles!!!
*size- !!!!!
5) the god of goth
*deep friendship, deep connection
*good endurance
*insanely passionate!!!
*extremely adventurous!!!
*crazy rad drive
*lots of cuddles
*knew i could never really have him, so that held me back
*size- !!!!
6) lying cheating fucker
*thought i was in love
*decent endurance
*NO passion
*NO adventure
*fucking crazy drive
*BDSM positive, but a horrible master
*knew there was something up with the relationship, so i didn't trust him entirely
*size- way too fucking much.
7) the pornstar
*sexy stupid fun
*almost passable endurance
*NO passion
*super adventurous!
*okay drive
*inexperienced with BDSM, but willing to learn
*barely knew the dude
*size- !!
8) the "rapist"
*love
*NO endurance whatsoever, but could orgasm more than once
*very passionate
*almost adventurous
*insane drive
*no opinion on BDSM
*um... the one time we fucked was not of my free will.
*size- ... (yes, it really was that bad)
Thursday, November 13, 2008
Too Much Or Never Enough
is there such a thing as too much?
i didn't think so.
when K and i got together, i told him that no man had ever been able to keep up with me.
in 3 days, he proved me wrong.
we didn't leave the bedroom once.
we fucked constantly, taking occasional breaks to nap and eat.
he finally wore me out.
more than 3 months later, that boy still manages to make me climb the wall every time.
his drive hasn't subsided in the slightest.
hell, if anything, it's increased.
and there's still every bit as much passion behind it.
god, love makes sex so much more fun...
i didn't think so.
when K and i got together, i told him that no man had ever been able to keep up with me.
in 3 days, he proved me wrong.
we didn't leave the bedroom once.
we fucked constantly, taking occasional breaks to nap and eat.
he finally wore me out.
more than 3 months later, that boy still manages to make me climb the wall every time.
his drive hasn't subsided in the slightest.
hell, if anything, it's increased.
and there's still every bit as much passion behind it.
god, love makes sex so much more fun...
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
I Am Not Your Girl
why is it men think they hold some kind of claim over you once you start talking to them?
men i've never even met in person, men i've only spoken to once...
and i supposedly owe them my time and attention?
i don't owe you anything.
i'm not obligated to see you, talk to you, fuck you.
show me some compassion and understanding.
or at least show me some fucking money.
but please remember this-
you don't own me.
you don't control me.
I AM NOT YOUR GIRL.
men i've never even met in person, men i've only spoken to once...
and i supposedly owe them my time and attention?
i don't owe you anything.
i'm not obligated to see you, talk to you, fuck you.
show me some compassion and understanding.
or at least show me some fucking money.
but please remember this-
you don't own me.
you don't control me.
I AM NOT YOUR GIRL.
Monday, July 21, 2008
The First Love And Best Love Is Self-Love
Girls aren't supposed to talk about masturbation. It's not lady-like. Pleasuring yourself isn't pretty and dainty and quiet. It's carnal. It's a primal act of hedonism, hot and wild and sometimes loud. It's not about procreation or expressing your love to your husband. It's all you. It's about physical pleasure, and having the power to bring yourself to that divine climax, without wanting or needing anyone's help. No, it's not polite dinner-table conversation. Yes, this book would probably be published faster if I hadn't brought it up. But fortunately, I don't care.
I learned to masturbate when I was three. What most people won't tell you is that a huge number of girls start in the preschool/kindergarten years. You're young, you start exploring your body, and you realize- they, this feels fucking awesome! (Although, you're in kindergarten, so you might not use the word "fucking." But if you could, I'm sure you would.)
Another little secret- we learn it from each other. You realize it feels good, and you tell all your little friends, and they pass it on... I personally told my younger sister how to do it. She was probably too young to remember it, but I guess it was kind of a bonding experience.
And lastly- most girls will not tell you what they wank about. Nine times out of ten, they lie. If you ask and they tell you they think about their boyfriend or celebrity crush, odds are, they really think about their chem teacher bending them over his desk, or dominating their older brother's friends.
Here are some real fantasies, fashioned of my own brain, for your enjoying pleasure-
1) a rape fantasy. I want to be hurt and controlled and taken advantage of. I want to be called a bitch an a whore while somebody fucks me from behind.
2) the boyfriend's best friend. I want to blow him while he's playing guitar, right in front of all our friends.
3) double-teamed. I want to be fucked by two guys at the same time, one in my pussy, one in my ass.
4) lesbian action. I would LOVE to fuck a girl from behind with a strap-on. (Yes, I would let you take pictures.)
5) homemade porn. Please tell me this is self-explanatory...
6) there will be blood. I'm a masochist. I want a guy to cut me, then fuck me, both of us drenched in my blood. (Send me hate-mail. I dare you.)
7) orgies. Another one that should be self-explanatory. I want to go wild and fuck everybody in the room in seven ways, sometimes... And I always hope they'll return the favor.
8) the pet. I want to be collared. If you don't know what that is, wiki "collar (BDSM)" Read and learn.
9) exhibition. I wanna make love- notice I didn't say fuck- in a rooftop garden in Manhattan. It makes me smile to think about.
10) hot asian girls. you now know my weakness.
So now you know what's running through my head when I slip my hand down my pants. What about you? No, seriously. Write to me. Tell me all the dirty little secrets. I accept anonymous. I'm curious. If you couldn't tell, this is one of my favorite topics of discussion...
But now that you have that image in your head- a kinky punk nympho touching herself to the thought of being abused- I'll tell you the truth.
I learned to masturbate when I was three. What most people won't tell you is that a huge number of girls start in the preschool/kindergarten years. You're young, you start exploring your body, and you realize- they, this feels fucking awesome! (Although, you're in kindergarten, so you might not use the word "fucking." But if you could, I'm sure you would.)
Another little secret- we learn it from each other. You realize it feels good, and you tell all your little friends, and they pass it on... I personally told my younger sister how to do it. She was probably too young to remember it, but I guess it was kind of a bonding experience.
And lastly- most girls will not tell you what they wank about. Nine times out of ten, they lie. If you ask and they tell you they think about their boyfriend or celebrity crush, odds are, they really think about their chem teacher bending them over his desk, or dominating their older brother's friends.
Here are some real fantasies, fashioned of my own brain, for your enjoying pleasure-
1) a rape fantasy. I want to be hurt and controlled and taken advantage of. I want to be called a bitch an a whore while somebody fucks me from behind.
2) the boyfriend's best friend. I want to blow him while he's playing guitar, right in front of all our friends.
3) double-teamed. I want to be fucked by two guys at the same time, one in my pussy, one in my ass.
4) lesbian action. I would LOVE to fuck a girl from behind with a strap-on. (Yes, I would let you take pictures.)
5) homemade porn. Please tell me this is self-explanatory...
6) there will be blood. I'm a masochist. I want a guy to cut me, then fuck me, both of us drenched in my blood. (Send me hate-mail. I dare you.)
7) orgies. Another one that should be self-explanatory. I want to go wild and fuck everybody in the room in seven ways, sometimes... And I always hope they'll return the favor.
8) the pet. I want to be collared. If you don't know what that is, wiki "collar (BDSM)" Read and learn.
9) exhibition. I wanna make love- notice I didn't say fuck- in a rooftop garden in Manhattan. It makes me smile to think about.
10) hot asian girls. you now know my weakness.
So now you know what's running through my head when I slip my hand down my pants. What about you? No, seriously. Write to me. Tell me all the dirty little secrets. I accept anonymous. I'm curious. If you couldn't tell, this is one of my favorite topics of discussion...
But now that you have that image in your head- a kinky punk nympho touching herself to the thought of being abused- I'll tell you the truth.
I Was A Teenage Fuck-Doll. PART 2
i am the girl you led on for three months, fucked like crazy, only for me to find out you'd been engaged the whole time.
i am the girl you bussed out 5 hours to have a threesome with you and your wife.
i am the girl you watched sleep with your girlfriend, and now that you two aren't together, you want me.
i am the girl you call when you want to film a porn.
i am the girl who let you lick whipped cream off my clit.
i am the girl whose phone bill you offered to pay in return for a "date".
i am the girl who agreed to meet you at the corner store for a ride in your BMW.
i am the girl who faked a russian accent for you.
i am the girl who will go down on you for a bottle of jameson.
i am the girl who's fucked every single person at the table.
i am the girl you can collar, tie up, smack around...
i am the girl who loves it when you pull my hair.
i am the girl who will never admit she wants a romance, not just a fuck.
i am the girl you bussed out 5 hours to have a threesome with you and your wife.
i am the girl you watched sleep with your girlfriend, and now that you two aren't together, you want me.
i am the girl you call when you want to film a porn.
i am the girl who let you lick whipped cream off my clit.
i am the girl whose phone bill you offered to pay in return for a "date".
i am the girl who agreed to meet you at the corner store for a ride in your BMW.
i am the girl who faked a russian accent for you.
i am the girl who will go down on you for a bottle of jameson.
i am the girl who's fucked every single person at the table.
i am the girl you can collar, tie up, smack around...
i am the girl who loves it when you pull my hair.
i am the girl who will never admit she wants a romance, not just a fuck.
Friday, July 18, 2008
what i am
"just met a porn-star/ she is an actress/ because in real life/ she won't admit this/ she doesn't want anyone to know/ so she pretends she's someone else/ but i found her out anyway/ after she told me that she had a boyfriend/" -AM Radio
i am what i am.
i am what i am.
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
Lover For Rent
some people call them sugardaddies.
why candy-coat it?
they're johns, just like anybody else.
we flirt and play and fuck with them,
not because we're into their personalities
or because we find them attractive.
we do it so they'll pamper and spoil us.
don't get me wrong-
it's not always like that.
i've been involved with older men
that i absolutely adored
and expected nothing out of.
but now...
"sugarbabies" they call us.
huh.
we're nothing but whores.
why candy-coat it?
they're johns, just like anybody else.
we flirt and play and fuck with them,
not because we're into their personalities
or because we find them attractive.
we do it so they'll pamper and spoil us.
don't get me wrong-
it's not always like that.
i've been involved with older men
that i absolutely adored
and expected nothing out of.
but now...
"sugarbabies" they call us.
huh.
we're nothing but whores.
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