Yeah, I Can Still Be A Girly-Girl

I don't want to forget what romance is.
I want a guy to work for it, even after months of being together.
I want him to make love to me sometimes, not just fuck.
I want him to tell me he needs me once in a while.
I want to be surprised.
I want him to kiss me for no reason at all.
I want him to want to introduce me to his friends and family, and to meet mine.
I want him to be sweet and tender in bed once in a while and tell me he loves me, not just talk dirty every time.
I want him to take some time just for me once in a while- not all the time, just here and there, a day just for us.
I want to feel the passion, like it was when we first fell in love.
I want him to be the one to call or text first sometimes.
I want him to take our relationship as seriously as he says he does.
I want the small things just as much as he does.
I want him to hold my hand in the car and when we're out.
I want to go out once in a while- like on an actual date.
I want him to be as excited about me as I am about him.
I want a piece of the fairytale.

Portrait of a Slave & This Is Yours by Conceptually Black

I Want To Feel You Need Me

i want to feel you need me.
i want you to pull me so close our bodies are a single entity.
i want to feel the blood in your veins,
the heart in your chest,
the breath in your lungs.
i want to know you're deep inside me.
i want to feel your heat all over me.
i want your hands to wander like you can't control them-
like you need to touch every inch of me at once and can't.
i want you to pound inside me like a pulse.
i want to hear you whisper words
like poems
like 'i love you, i need you'.
i want to worship your body
and i want you to worship mine.
i want time and space to freeze in that moment.
i want to feel something ending as something new and more beautiful begins.
i want to touch the stars in your eyes.
i want to drown in your love.

Erotic Pulse- by Conceptually Black

I Was A Teenage Fuck-Doll. PART 3

i'm the girl you fuck in a hotel stairwell.
i'm the girl you finger under the table when you're out at dinner with your friends.
i'm the girl you schedule with at a group shoot just to have a sex-break during the day.
i'm the girl you hire to do dirty things on camera.
i'm the girl you test new toys on.
i'm the girl you put in the Dirty Show.
i'm the girl you tie up, fuck like mad, and leave her there till you want to fuck again.
i'm the girl you buy a space heater for, just so she'll stay naked in your room.
i'm the girl everyone's seen naked.
i'm the girl who loves girls.
i'm the girl who's willing to share.
i'm the girl you wake up to a blow-job with.
i'm the girl who will wear next to nothing in the winter.
i'm the girl you take to erotic gatherings.
i'm the girl who's not afraid to talk about sex with absolutely anyone.

WHY PORN IS NOT FOR ME

when i fuck, i want to feel something for the person i'm fucking.
if it's love, friendship, or intrigue, it's something.
porn... hell, your costar is a total stranger.
it's just a nameless dick.
what's the point?
it's not like i'm getting anything out of it except a shady reputation.
and i can't think of an amount of money they could pay me that would make it worth it.
i mean, you don't know where that dick has been.
or maybe you do, but it's nowhere good.
and you know that person doesn't feel anything for you...
you're just another paycheck.
how can anyone even cum that way?!
i don't get it...
i would much rather make videos with my boyfriend, hehehe!
personal porn is sooo much better...
and bonus points, you're not gonna catch anything nasty from it!
so fuck off, vivid video.
i'm not interested.

RANKING- women

1) the pixie
*really close friends, something more than friendship
*AMAZING with her tongue!
*nomnomnomnomnom
*super adventurous
*doms me like whoa!!!
*lotsa cuddles

2) the married model
*really close friends, something more than friendship
*KILLER with her tongue!!!
*nomnomnomnomnom
*very adventurous
*no BDSM
*married, so it was never gonna be anything more.
*lotsa cuddles

3) the lesbian
*good friend, lots of sexual tension
*good with her tongue
*nomnom
*adventurous
*a fellow sub, so it was difficult
*SHE BITES!!! owwww
*no cuddles
*my brother's roommate- moderately awkward

4) the psycho
*friend
*almost decent with her tongue
*never reciprocated
*semi-adventurous
*never experimented with BDSM
*kinda lame...
*no cuddles
*i'm now with her ex, so she threatened to kill me... so... yeah...